#10 Something you always think "What if" about
Hmm, interesting topic. There are a lot of choices we make on a regular basis that define everything in our lives. When I think about one of my "What if" moments, I can remember one decision I made back in 2013, that I felt myself going back to once in a while for a long time. I used to think about that decision with decreasing frequency over time. I don't do that anymore. Maybe because it has been a long time. The statute of limitations has run out.
Apart from that one thing seven years ago, I can't remember myself going back to any other crossroad I have been in my life, questioning my judgment or wondering what would have happened, let alone daydreaming about it. I mean I have made some very tough choices. Life-changing decisions so to speak, but somehow, I think that was the best thing for me to have done at that point in time. In fact, I will not say it best, but the only thing I could have lived with. I know it sounds too serious, but I am someone who needs to be okay with the decisions I make and the stands I take in life. If I did something I wasn't okay with, it would eat away at me. I would not be at peace.
So yeah, I don't really think I have a "what-if" in my life. Whatever decisions I have made, good or bad, have made me the person I am today. The person I like and most importantly respect. So I am good with that.